Man, is it really Friday again already? Man, things have been crazy this past week. I wasn't totally honest when I said I was done with everything. I still needed a feeding tube, the food substitute for it (that required research), an IV pole, a wheelchair, and my editing software (yes, this is one thing I have been putting off but am buying next week). I bought the feeding tube, the food, and the IV pole last Friday and needed to make up some birthdays for some friends and family too. I got the wheelchair today and now only need to get the editing software (next week) and I'm done. Auditions are also next week and that just freaks me out. I'm nervous about them. I feel like I'm approaching all of this rather amateurishly. I guess this short is going to teach me things about myself and the industry.
I'm not going to give up though. It feels tough and scary but I know I'll end up okay in the end. I'm nervous and scared. Marco told me to get a chair and said that Roger Corman said it's the most important part of any movie. I got this chair, by the way. I'm just gonna keep rolling along and fighting for everything that I believe in. I'll get back to you guys in maybe a week or maybe two.
I'm Still In.