I could not come up with a better blog title for today, just because it seems SOOOOOOO perfect right now. I'm really happy and really excited for this film but I kinda feel aggravated at the same time. I may have found a Kristine! YAY! One Jake dropped out but found another to replace him. Need a pastor for Friday but not stressing too much about that (worse comes to worse, I can just ask a janitor at the church to do it). I am really freaking excited but also nervous as hell to shoot this thing. I'm afraid of looking like an ass in front of my actors.
However, I got an email today from one of the actors and they said they couldn't make rehearsals. The thing is, how they wrote it scared me a little (I thought they were dropping out). I wrote back telling them it's okay and originally thought they were dropping out, they said that they wouldn't do that to me after all I've been through. That was greatly appreciated, you guys have no idea. I got that email at work and the rest of the night my spirits were just high as a kite. I kinda felt like a weirdo at the one rehearsal we had but this comment made me think, "You know if everyone says, 'RJ Cusyk? Yeah, he's a weirdo but I really enjoy working with him.' I wouldn't care if everyone thinks I'm a weirdo or not." Seriously, tons of directors are more concerned with stupid stuff and forget their actors are people too and have people hate working with them.
Anyway, it's getting late and I should get some sleep. Later. Oh, one more thing...
I'm Still In.